MY OWN POEMS: COMPOSED BY ME

I can't explain what  I'm doing things That is suppose to don't do. It's suck on my mind that keeps me in control  not glad not overwhelm not denim on what I'm doing It's not my passion I want something that relate to me relate on what I want. I want to enjoy to the  fullest to be safe not be shaken not disturb and frustrated. Be mature to decide on my own. I'm not sure what would it be If I am not enjoying what I am doing. I feel that I'm dying to the wounds on the situation I encountering make my complete and no worries in the time of trouble, concerns, and  disaster to the specific task and to the particular peculiar. Mi amor res cen te mo res curicor dor. Amores decentivas por qué sen ti vesa. In the event that I can handle it nicely I will come and go directly meet you. I can further undo my rights and transits with each   and every one of disaster and justify of the method and motion like a...

Habang tumatagal madami nababago madami pagsubok na nakakaharapin madami problema kailangan solusyunan. Minsan ang hirap tanggapin kapag nakapag bitaw na ng salita sa kapwa mo. Hindi mo na kasi mababawi yun kahit ano  paliwanag mo. Mahirap pala magdesisyon, yung plano ng isang  magpartner lalo na kung magkaiba kayo pananaw. Lalo na walang gusto magpatalo. Masakit tanggapin kapag ayaw mo marinig mula sa partner mo ang hindi maganda salita. Kasi alam mo sa sarili mo hindi. Mahal mo partner mo pero minsan gusto mo ng panahon para makapag isip kung tama pa ba gagawin mo desisyon na makasama siya habang buhay, kung kaya mo tanggapin ang pamilya niya. Tao ka lang napapagod ka din. Hindi mo alam minsan kung kaya mo pa ba? Napapagod ka na parang hindi kana makahinga dahil nauubos kana pakiramdam mo nauubos na lakas at pasensya mo. Hindi ko ito gusto maramdaman pero nauubos din ako, Naiinis ka na kung b...

I hate to say this but I am disappointed because there are certain things that I hate. I hate that you waste my effort I hate that you pretend that everything is alright but deep inside it is not alright. I don't know why you're numb. You don't feel what I feel Why you still laughing as if nothing happened, nothing has changed. I don't know why I feel this, that I am really mad at you. Maybe because you've changed or maybe because you are high in pride. And it's not easy for me to accept it. Can't concentrate well when your far from me. Because you have a big impact to my life. I hope you see that. All you have to do is to say sorry. I'm waiting for you to do that. I'm willing to forgive you.

In every area of our life There are changes Many circumstances that happens on our lives When you change, you need to change everything We need to change and accept each other for the better.

Sometimes I don't know the feeling of what would I'll react to the situation and circumstances of day and time. Sometimes it really hurt my emotions getting high  every time you have mood swing. I don't know why all man Couldn't feel about our feelings. I don't know if that is common to a man that the reaction is late. Sometimes I accept his attitude even though is painful and hurt me too much.

I can say you seem to make me smile You are like the angel The sky down and came on perfect timing That's how can I say You are our lucky to be with us.

You inspire me Every Time you are besides me. You came to my life unexpectedly I don't know why I'm feeling this you have a big impact in my life.

Nang sinabi ko sayo gusto kita Totoo yun nang sinabi ko sayo Mahal kita totoo din yun Minsan lang ako magmahal hindi hadlang kung mahal at gusto  din ako o hindi. Hindi naman lahat naging masaya kapag tayo nagmamahal karamihan sa atin tayo lang nagmamahal  kahit hindi tayo mahal. Handa tayo sumugal sa pagmamahal na yun. Handa tayo magsakripisyo para magparamdam ang  pagmamahal natin. Kahit mahirap kinakaya pa din Kasi nagmamahal tayo. Gusto kita yun lang masasabi ko. Nasa sayo kung susuklian natin o hindi. Gusto natin ipaalam na kaya natin magmahal  kahit hindi tayo mahal. 

Napapasaya mo bawat araw ko. Hindi ko alam kung bakit ganito? Nadarama sayo Gulo na ako sa mga nangyayari at sitwasyon. Bakit ka nagparamdam? Bakit ka kasi nagkagusto? Hindi ko tuloy alam kung ano gagawin. Magulo kasi pa buhay ko Hindi pa ko handa sa biglaan pagbabago. Nagkakagusto na ako sayo Hindi ko alam kung tama ba ito o mali? Mahirap ako mahalin Magulo ang sitwasyon. Hindi alam kung hanggang saan ito  kung magtatagal ba ito nadarama.

Letting you go and living without you  will be very hard, Not so easy to accept It's hard not to talk to you. It's hard to be unkind to you. I don't know why? Maybe because you are special to me. You are important to me  You affect my  life so much. That's why I don't know How do I unlove you? I don't know how helpless that I feel without you what am I supposed to do? Silence speaks today but you don't do so. I don't know how it goes without you and there's nothing I can do. So tell me How Do I Unlove you?